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[Apr. 4th, 2004|11:07 pm] |
"Untitled 495"
you're pulling away
i can feel it
even without your words
i can tell by the silence
of my lifeless phone
i reach out
always have
now it's your turn |
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[Mar. 29th, 2004|04:15 pm] |
"Untitled 301"
i watched the sunset
it rose
it fell
i sketched the sky for miles
found your smile
in the clouds
it grinned
then they slowly parted
smile faded
your beauty still there
but you slowly gone
traveling to another
time another place
me still here
you moving on
i still feel so much passion
i want you so bad
my skin screams
my soul shouts
your body drifts
it soars
but alas
it's away from me
i ask the sun
if clouds ever
change direction
do they ever turn around
will you notice me here
waving from down here
i think of things
because i cannot sleep
your face
your voice
your being
it stays with me
my pillows
your body
resting
i stroke your hair
you gently sleep
but i know |
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[Mar. 25th, 2004|03:49 pm] |
"untitled 217"
i'm rubbing off on you already
and it feels so flattering
you picking up the guitar just like me
i play elvis
you play jewel
and we jam with strings
we sing with voices melting into one another
i told you
see i told you
you can do this
i like to put my arms around you
hold you
show you how to do a chord
with my chest against your back
i smell your heair while i help you
and it reminds me again of why
i am still attached to you
like that purple pick in your hand
i could never feel better
than this very moment
writing this
singing this
seeing you create a piece of music
that flows off your tips
off your flavored tongue
reading notes with eyes closed
feeling the strings
rather than making it flawless
sometimes a little imperfection
makes the music more real
you play so gently
i play a little more wild
together we sound like honey |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2004|12:54 am] |
"untitled 201"
thank you
thank you
for spending your day with me
your afternoon with me
your evening with me
your night with me
i know what you gave up
it means so much
holding you
laughing with you
tossing you grapes
catching them in your mouth
a warm massage
my hands caressing your shoulders
your curvy neck
your long back
so silky so beautiful
thank you
thank you |
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[Mar. 20th, 2004|11:03 am] |
"untitled 190"
i held you like a blanket last night
whispered sweet nothings beneath sheets
played footsie with your cold toes
warmed you with sexual body heat
and i've never felt closer to anyone
i wish you could have spent the night
i would have fulfilled your every single desire
anything you want
i would give
but you took calls next door instead
what will it take
perhaps i should join you
give your men a taste of you with a real orgasm
not that yours aren't real
you just know i make them better
i'd give you anything
anything at all
you live in this american dream
when will you wake up
love is right here
i may not have said the words
but i do |
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[Mar. 15th, 2004|06:13 am] |
"untitled 123"
my two best girls
one next door
and one about to be
both the best friends
i could ever have
when it's cold
i'll bring you warm coffee
freshly brewed, freshly ground
or even from starbucks
glad we share a cup in the morning
a great way to start my day
begin it with warm socialization
hear you talk about your zeke
and your love life
and i just smile cause
i like to listen
and when it's hot
and the desert feels dry
i'll help you water your horses
but i'm not helping with
the shit cleaning sorry
but i do like to watch
the way you love them
the way i hope to be loved
by someone someday
and that's where she
she
she
comes in
your sweet friend
my sweet lover
and only time will tell
what happens
what grows
what strengthens
the two of you light me
i feel like a drip drop drip
fastened to the speaker
of a soulful eargasm
your lights blink
your eyes flash
one more week
then the three of us
can spoil each other with
funny sex stories
good hearted dancing
and my special chili |
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[Mar. 15th, 2004|06:12 am] |
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"untitled 120"
ok I admit it bothers me
just a little
but I know
it shouldn't
i mean
it's just your voice
talking to them - right? |
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[Mar. 13th, 2004|09:03 am] |
"untitled 115"
i was sleeping last night
felt your hands on me
but you were not there
i tossed i turned i rolled
my white sheets bare
pillow tugging
hair pulling
almost frustrating
wish we lived closer
wish we weren't so scared
you fear love
i fear no love
i want you as my own
why must i share you with the world
why do other guys have you
your attention
your mind
and i lay here with nothing
except maybe once a week
or whenever i drop by
it's crazy to think i want you
like `this`
to a point where i go mad
and it's only been three weeks
what will it take
to pull you close
a warm frenchkiss on your softness
a hot tongue down your back
i dream of sweet nothings
needing you
i've never felt like i've needed someone
your spirit so open
your talent so free
your life so honest
your smile so addictive
i still toss
i still turn
the smell of you is gone now
i miss your smell |
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[Mar. 12th, 2004|12:45 pm] |
"untitled 110"
i heard you got my flowers
wish i had been there to see
i dream of being one of the petals
to feel the tickle of your nose
last night i thought about you
thought about you talking with other guys
the way you speak to them
get them off
tell them what should only be meant for us
but i know that is who you are
you do it because you must
and i accept it because i care
people buy your words
people buy your voice
i buy nothing
but i did get you flowers
wish i had more to give |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|11:48 pm] |
"untitled 109"
i must admit
i save your messages
i play your voice
over and over and over
it gave me an idea
so many ideas
now i jam with friends
sing songs i wrote
all about you
you inspire me
you lift me
i'd carry you for miles
i'd even hold your purse
i walk beside you
not behind or in front
i hold your hand
my friends see a difference
they ask why so happy
they ask why so glee
i pull out my wallet
show them a lock of your hair
the little piece you gave me
when you trimmed it
it's only been weeks
it feels like months
years even
i feel so close
is this real
do i see more
how do you feel
i crave your thoughts
i want your voice in my head
tell me words
hold me tight again
spend the night with me
let our skin dance again
let our sheets make love to us
i play your message again
ah there you are |
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[Mar. 9th, 2004|06:58 pm] |
"untitled 101"
you call me from your bed
from your couch
from your patio
usually laying on your tummy
cause you describe your comfort
you always sound so happy
how do you do it
how do you smile and talk
all the time
and always sound so happy
you say i am the reason
for this wonderful feeling
but i have done nothing
but stand in awe
it is you
only you
who kisses my heart
my soul
and leaves me content
at the end of dawn
look in my eyes
right here
see me in my sincerity
massage my chest
right here
on my heart
feel it beat
you make it jump
that's you
right there
feel it
there it goes again
i need you
i tell my friends
that you are my girl
and you are
in every way
you must feel the same
cause i can tell
when you call me
from your sofa
or on your bed
or on the patio
and you sound
like you've looked forward
to talking to me all day
that's when I know
I'm doing something right |
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[Mar. 8th, 2004|04:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  grateful | ] |
"untitled 91"
i made love to my girl today right there on my bed
and i can still smell her on my sheets
smells fucking good if you ask me
man i will tell you what
she exudes sexuality
she speaks beauty
she sweetens my tongue
she drains my breath
last night she was not far away
under the lights
around the cars
and i was here
thinking about her
and how good it would be to hold her
and i missed her
and today
she walked with me
i told her about my life
told her things i don't tell people
told her about my obsessions
my addictions
my love for cherry coke and pussy
and i held her in my lap
ran my fingers over her breasts
and held her
so close
so close
it was like touching perfection
i would never change her
i like her the way she is
the way she laughs
it changes when she speaks
she is so real
so feminine
so amazing
how come i am a lucky man
how come i just now see her
where was she before
i could spend my life with her
but i cannot tell her
that would be too much right now
i barely know her
i want her
i need her
i crave her
i dream thoughts of her hair on my back
the way she lays behind me spooning me
sometimes she lets me hold her
sometimes she holds me
it's beautiful
she's beautiful
i still smell her
i could sing this to her
but instead i write
singing to myself
words she will one day
be ready to hear |
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[Mar. 7th, 2004|07:15 am] |
i wrote this for a girl I met a couple weeks ago. i sang this to her with my beat up guitar and i will never forget the look on her face. this is the same girl who convinced me to start a journal and i hope she enters my life in so many ways.
"untitled 87"
there are no words
on my lips or in my hands
not enough words
that could tell you
the feeling you give me
when you open your eyes
i could watch you breathe
just being in the same room
that would be enough for me
enough
so much more than enough
there are no lines
no lines at all
that could grab you
cause I know you've heard it all
this song is my line
let me pull these letters
from my head from my mind
let me look at you and all you do
one day i ask
just give me one day
i could watch you dance
the little movements of skin
that would be enough for me
enough
so much more than enough
i want to watch you sing
hear your voice to my poems
learn from your art of lyric
let you sing my songs
you are so much more than enough
enough that I've known you two days
and you own me with only a smile
you are so so
so so so
much more than enough |
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